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[smurfqueen2948]

omni truth: my first friend on the internet was in her 30s (i really didnt get a new one until 2004, we talked surely for 8 whole years). i joined online when i was 11 in 1995. she liked bdsm porn and skullfucking. it was not a good person. im sure she was actually an assassin as well. she had like 50 different knives hung in her house. huge potsmoker as well, housewife who never did anything at home. just disgusting in every single way. its not just celebrities that are fucked up. its a large proportion of the human population. and they arent "corrupt" per say. its the drugs they take that make them corrupt. the demons in them take over their minds. my grandpa who "raised" me reminds me more and more of this woman who i KNOW smokes crack and drinks vodka at the same time. ive talked to her when shes not high though and shes pretty stupid then too, but at least she says something. i get it though, when my grandpa wanted to "teach me a lesson" (a random amount like once a year or less, never saw him around otherwise) he smoked crack and got drunk on vodka. then he dared to face me. i have gone into hypnotherapy, and the first words uttered about me when i was born were by him, saying "hes stronger than us". shouldnt that have made him proud? no, he wanted to destroy me.